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Oct. 1st, 2008


I've been converted:


I still read the friend's page... But it just got to be too many venues or something.

Love you all! (:

Aug. 26th, 2008



So I feel like I've pretty much told everyone everything that's happened the last 2 days, and I'm way too exhausted to expand, but I just wanted to let you all know that I'm here and having a great, if a little bit scary, time. Also, any time anyone wants to visit me, give me a call. I finally got a cell phone and the number is 8018229527 (I know people say not to post your # online, but really. What could possibly happen?)

Aug. 21st, 2008



I had a dream that my boss at Sonic impregnated me and then my parents made us get married and then he got deployed (I am always going for those military men) and I was like, Shit. Now I can't go to Barnard.
Only way more stressful than that.
So that pretty much sums up everything in my life right now, beautifully. It is a gold mine of subconscious stresses and such.
Freud would probably have an orgasm.
Also, I am leaving on SUNDAY. Which is insane, especially because I'm only like 1/4 done packing, and haven't said goodbye to ANY of my friends properly, except for Mac, and that is only because she left for Brazil like yesterday. Also I'm having a bad hair day because Skyler (Other boss at Sonic) made me put my visor on while my hair was still wet.
Now you know.

Aug. 3rd, 2008


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I just found out that my future room mate is from Salt Lake City, Utah.
She is one of THREE girls from utah at Barnard.
I don't exactly know how I feel about this.

Jul. 24th, 2008


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Just went to the Pioneer Day fair and watched my beautiful native american hoop dancer do his stuff. I've loved him since I was four, but I always kind of thought of him as someone completely beyond my sphere of human interaction. Then I learned that Kenzie Kearney, my little sister's friend, had some sort of fling with him... So now I have to act, I think. Because if they got married, I would never, ever forgive myself.

It'll have to be later, though, because I need to eat and shower before our Pie and Beer party (get it?).

If anyone has old clothes that they want to send to me as a charitable donation, they should feel free.
I have no shirts.

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1. Is my internet defective?
2. Would anyone put potatoes in a perfectly decent pasta salad?
3. Does my tongue hurt?
4. Are there mosquitoes in my house?
5. (on the same note) Do mosquitos make you itch(yes, I am going to leave the inconsistant spellings)? It can't be evolutionarily sound.
6. Don't people wear silk scarves as bracelets, so that they are not constantly in the way or tugging on their necks?

Here's the funny thing. If you read that list without the why, it means something totally different.
That is totally poetry. I'm exhausted but this pasta salad is fucking delicious.

Jul. 12th, 2008


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So, let's talk about this:
All of my high school friends (literally) made plans to go up to one of their family's cabins together. I was not invited or even notified. Then I called my best friend (from the school year, obviously) to ask her to do something that Friday, and she said "can't. going to the cabin." and I said, "but you already went? why are you going again?" and she said "I guess I just can't get enough of it." and then ended the convo hastily.
I only found out because one of them came home sick and I ended up hanging out with him last night. And it came out over the course of many awkward questions and then I had to be like "whatev. I TOTALLY don't care at all that all of my friends abandoned me. i TOTALLY understand why you guys would want to have a break from me......................."
Or something.
Like, am I in middle school again? Only, this time there are MORE mean girls/boys? And I wasted my entire high school career being nice to them and trying to develop meaningful relationships with them?
I had kind of blown this off as not a big deal until just now... because it kind of is a big deal. isn't it?
I'm pmsing.

Jul. 11th, 2008


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I was thinking about calculus today (great opening line, I know) and I realized... I remember ABSOLUTELY NOTHING from my 2 Calculus classes last year. Except: The derivative of x^2 is 2x. Take that bitches! No, but really. You don't even know how much effin' time and tears went into those classes, and for what? I could look that up on the internet in 1.38 seconds. Probably.
So then, of course, I had to go and have an existential crisis about it. Why learn if I'm only going to forget? Why work 50 hours a week if I'm only going to spend the money on learning? And then I remembered about how a Columbia diploma raises your earning potential by like 7 million. Crisis solved.
So then I had nothing else to do, so I decided to post about it.
I should be finding people to hang out with, but I don't have any friends (REALLY. NOT JOKING. I HAVE LESS THAN 4 FRIENDS AND THEY ARE ALL BUSY.), and I can't bring myself to watch Raiders of the Lost Arc because that means I'm giving up for the evening, and my parents paid for a babysitter so that I could go out.
What is the point?
Also, I'm fat, and only getting fatter.
ALSO I made my first tuition payment yesterday. It was thrilling. I realized: I'm going to college. Mutherfuckers.
So, you know.
I'm sorry I'm so profane right now.
I'm PMSing. And also, the bitches at Training Table didn't put ketchup on my hamburger.

Over and out.

Jun. 21st, 2008


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Just got back from Salt Lake. Didn't buy the "summer jams" tickets (DOLLA!)... but they'll probably still be pretty cheap if I buy them on Monday. Instead I bought clothes, food, and hoop earrings (which I've been craving desperately). We ate at an excellent deli--I bought a cheese lover sandwich with smoked gouda and some other cheeses and lettuce and stuff, and a tomato-basil-mozzarella--and then I sampled some really good french cheese--the ashy kind that's shaped like a pyramid (I never remember names), and then we bought some figs and really strong blue (bleu?) cheese, and some creamy, ashy, high-butter-fat-content stuff and a fresh baguette for a post-lunch snack at this little health-food/cheese shop...
So there was a lot of cheese, which was nice...

I kept seeing people, though, who I wanted to talk to, and I kept just not acting on that... I mean, not that it really matters, but I just can't imagine leaving Provo and going to a huge city where I don't know anyone and figuring out how to acquire a whole new social life.
All of the friends I have right now I got by chance. I don't know if that's going to work when I move out.

This has been an incredibly ungainly post, and I apologize. I've been having a hard time articulating myself lately, and I've been pretty stressed.. but more on that later, I guess.

If anyone wants to go swim in a lake with me, or run away to live on the Amazon, let me know.

Jun. 16th, 2008


Flower Post

I've been practicing floral design (i'm supposed to learn it soon). There're some really pretty flowers around my house these days, so I thought I would share.

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